What are you guys doing when you're mad, sad, lonley, scared, ready to die?
Well, I cry. I cry all my sadness out for 5 to 10 minutes and after this, I deeply bearthe and somehow my sadness is gone. Not entirely, but most of this fugly emotional feeling is gone, gone, gone.
However, I hate to cry. It's...no, if I think again, I do not hate crying itself, but the pain which comes trough.


Love, love,
Mischievous M.